NOW 2.30Wib
it's the time when everybody need to sleep
but me ??? it's time when i miss you
its make me hard to sleep
i dont know what should i do
gaming ?? boring sia
when talking about gaming
i just remember that im wrong
before
when i crazy gaming
im late to reply you sms
and sometimes you will feel dota is more important than you right ?
sorry .. i dunt have mean to forget you when im in gaming
and i ever promise to you that i will rarely play game
after we break
I reflect back ! im wrong
so i decided to not playing dota anymore
and after 4-5 month
my friends ask me to join them
first i just want accompany them
over time ,, i crazy with it too
its the way that i can temporarily feel better
because i focus in gaming and not missing you
i think its good too
it can make me not keep pestering you with sms
but ! at midnight
when i cant play game and dont know what should i do
i start to miss you
its make me sad
so i will go to make some food or buy some food to eat
it will make me feel better
yesterday night im eat "mie+egg+tea+oreo+mamme snack+chocolate ice cream"
at a time
its make me full
and after eat
i close my eyes and sleep ~
everyday like that
haix
when i know that you want move to batam
im very sad
i dont know what should i do
you go there i will forget you ??
i think its imposible for me
i really miss you
and today when a5 sit beside me
i tell him that im very love you
and he tell me woo you la
i say u have bf alr
he say who
i say you FT lo
he say break alr right
i tell him havent la
you 2nd id still relationship with FT
he say he hear from adai ulv
i say dont know d
whatever
i will bless you with him too
bcoz he better than me ~!
im a rotten apple
im useless
sorry
im not the best
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